ROCK by D.M. Hanna As the last cord peeled from Screamer's instrument, Frank strummed his finishing bass lick, and Tom-Tom brought their original tune, "Landslide," to a crashing, thudding close. The trio looked to one another for assurance that their performance had been as near flawless as possible. "You guys are good," she said shifting in her seat, "but you're missing it." Knowing full well that this was their *big break*, they had arranged a follow-up piece -- just in case. Without a word, Screamer launched into yet another of the Quaker's unique numbers they affectionately called "Andrea's Fault". With fingers pinching, sliding, and stretching to make each and every cord excruciatingly poignant, their lyrical accompaniment was lost amid the thrum of Frank's bass line, the complex rhythms of the drumming, and an eerily howling amount of feedback. After the song, when the silence returned, it seemed even louder than the tune it preceded and followed. "See? That's what I mean." Terri called to them, "Volume isn't the answer." "How 'bout this?" replied Tommy, who immediately cut loose with a driving drum solo. It began hard and demanding; in swells it rose and fell until the tempo was nearly lost in a cacophony of highs and lows and symbols crashing. Toward the end, the others joined in with their own accompaniment and played until they were thoroughly exhausted. Terri said nothing; only her slow, sad, negative nod was offered in reply. "So tell us what we need to do." exclaimed Frank. "We wanna be *great*, so TELL us!" "Take a break," she began, approaching them, "sit down, and LISTEN." Knowing that for every success there are literally THOUSANDS that don't ever make the "big time", they did as they were told, laid down their instruments, and sat quietly. "I've been doing this for a whole lotta' years, guys -- you know the word on the street! My reputation is *why* you're here." she said, letting her voice trail off to a low, slow pace. "I'll tell you this: you have the power -- what you lack is the PASSION." Before any of the three could protest her statement, she continued, "Back when I first got into this business, I took on three other guys like you -- exactly like YOU and YOU, and YOU," she stressed to each of them individually. "And, I told them what I'm telling you now. THEY had potential; that very same ability I see in you. THEY took my advice, and THEY made it really big!" Terri paused for a moment to let it sink in, then went on in a mild tone. "Each of you has the ability to touch the people, to reach right into their centers and shake their souls. You have the potential to succeed . . . and you seem willing to follow my instruction. Relax . . . just relax, listen to my voice, and know, what I'm about to tell you will make you the greatest sound to ever rock the world." None of them was consciously aware of her mesmerizing influence, as the threesome did little more than sit quietly listening to her peaceful, sultry voice and well chosen words. Terri looked deep into Frank's coal-black eyes and spoke to him as if they were quite alone and the others were miles away. In a calm, cool tone she almost whispered, "Peter played the bass line with a natural flow. Like it was his pulse . . . sometimes it was as steady as a well oiled clock, and other times it skipped a beat, or added a pulsation here and there. With every cord he plucked at the heartstrings of all who were within hearing range or close enough to feel the vibrations . . . let the bass be your foundation. "Make it the base for the offerings from the band to their faithful. It needn't be limited to the background, or remanded to support the others; just let it go -- let it flow. Allow the cadence to seep from your heart -- BLEED your passion out like a slow, cold death. Cause when that streaming emotion trickles from you into the sound, it will set the pace for the others . . . let it speak your desire; do you understand?" Frank stared blankly; his head slowly nodded in recognition. Turning to Tom-Tom, she uttered a single syllable, "Eb," and he unconsciously snapped to attention, hearing and seeing nothing but her. "Eb starts out low in the beginning, his beat is almost undetectable . . . tempo should complement the sound and demand nothing; echoing the heart's meter at first -- an awakening, then raising to embrace the world . . . in-CREASE-ing in pace with the work. ONE -- BEAT; each -- in -- turn . . . DRAW-ing the RHYTH-m a-LONG with THE WORK. ME-ter-ing the AR-dor and re-FLEC-ting the heart's ex-ER-tion -- A-GAINST the LA-bor of the DAY! Then re-MEM-ber-ing the day when it is done . . . re-MEM-ber." As her voice trailed off to something less than a whisper, Tom's fingers twitched in tune to her cadence, as he saw and heard nothing but the notes and their meter in his mind, heart, and soul. Unlike the others, Screamer had willingly succumbed to her control and first words. Almost instinctively, he had assumed a meditative stance with legs crossed, hands resting on his thighs palms up, eyes closed, and head tilted back; his only motion was in breathing slow, even, shallow breaths. "Iggy has the drive," her voice cooed in his ears, "and when Iggy plays, everyone shares in his pleasures and sorrows. Sometimes his sound is a soft whimper . . . like a child's quiet fear and sometimes . . . SOMETIMES -- his melodic voice CRIES out for the tortured souls in HELL! Trust yourself to express the like anguish of LONELINESS and LOVE! Play the passion and the intensity will care for itself. YOU-CAN-DO-IT!" His only reply was a grunt and nervous twitches from the tips of the fingers of his outstretched hands. "You have what it takes," she said with a devilish smile. "Forget who you were -- remember -- who you ARE. Don't look with your eyes, instead, SEE with your HEARTS. Seek out your MUTUAL center . . . find the opera inside the collective soul and play!" Possessed by her spirit, commanded by her hypnotic hold, they stood in unison, eyes closed, and arms ready to embrace the tools of the muse. None of them saw the coming of the instruments, nor were aware of their odd design and metamorphic construction. All they knew was that they HAD to play -- to play the tearful and cheerful cries of their new found spirit -- to play their hearts out. When the drums began beating, it was a most slow and erratic rhythm; sounding much like sporadic crashes of mountains and boulders, although much, much -- LOUDER. Each and every beat came from some place deep and dark, where crude sounds abound, but often go unnoticed and forgotten. Methodically, the almost uneven meter became a plodding pulsation and increased in dimension until the rhythmic progression openly invited and taunted the others to join in the throng. Then, in a universal tongue that no language of man can well speak, the bass called out to the world with a faith that has existed since eternity's far distant beginnings. Altogether marvelously frightful, that combinative sound speaks in grunts and growls with wild animalistic cries for food, shelter, and others to continue the cry when the ancestors are food for still others, or dusty moldy memories -- or less. Wed in pace and purpose, the duet came together in a voice understood by nothing less than planets at birth, stars at death, along with comets, meteors, and other cosmic changelings of creation -- that know truth and justice are imaginings and that alteration is the only true -- universal law. The threesome finally united. The muse of primeval mankind could be heard to whimper and whine her existence; echoing like the uncountable hordes, who preceded her up from the primordial ooze. The emerging voice first spoke -- pitched high upon shrieks and catterwallings, which reverberated sounds of crushing bones and stopping hearts; then it changed with a whooping chorus increasing intensely, among laments and mutterings of the defeated. Cressendoing to yet another level where the vibrations etched out fragmentary boundaries -- for it to breech. Then suddenly, a completely new song exploded forth -- a curious, mystical blend of gnosis, terror, hope, and hopelessness. Higher and higher it strove into expanding complexities. Instantly, the opus transcended all manmade scores, rendering even seemingly perfect compositions pale in its wake. Within the movement dwelled a power -- that same power Terri had acquired a distinct taste for, so very long ago. Its potency and majesty could and would again -- sate her thirst, as it had before, and would again and again throughout the timeless void of the everlasting. Enraptured by the enormity of the find, she wallowed, lapped, and breathed in the awesome cataclysmic force of her making, and conducted the others to feed her need with their very motion and sound. Wonderstruck and oblivious to the shear matter rending intensity of their performance, the band played on as the roof was torn free and clear of its supports, the walls around them fell away, nearby buildings crumbled, and masses of dumbfounded horrified people rushed to the deafening, crushing beauty of the song. On and on ran the song; its aching, bewitching mix of harmonies and discords was accompanied by the tumultuous din of all the people who had ever heard its bitter-sweet melody and felt its ferocious vibrations, and with them carried it to the pinnacle of its ultimate magnificence. Then -- it was just as suddenly over. All but the low and deeply distant drumming remained -- in that place where every universal note had been played -- accompanied by every voice of yesterday who had sung the song simultaneously, but now, only a weak spasmodic pulse endured. "Lovely," she whispered, but she was not alone in the ecstasy of the moment, for the trio too -- was fulfilled. "Take the show on the road," muttered Peter, blinking his slate gray eyes. Eb's ear piercing scream filled the air and threatened to ring the full and blood-red moon. "ROCK AND ROLL!" maniacally laughed the changeling, Ignatius. They had achieved not only an earth shattering performance -- they were again blissfully aware of themselves -- their real identities. Who they had been, they were no more; who they were -- they would be yet again. The song had ended, but it echoed and reverberated in their minds. Never again would their music seem mechanical or forced; they were born-again, transmogrified, and whole. Converted. # # # Copyright 1994 D. M. Hanna ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Don, residing in NW PA and originally from Ohio, has decided to focus on writing for his soul income. He enjoys writing both SF as well as main- stream short stories. He has a novel in progress, and when taking a break, works on his shorts. You will see more of his work in RUNE'S RAG. ==========================================================================