The Book of Trinity by "Trinity Barrett" (a pseudonym of Wilma) Chapter One My name is Trinity Barrett. I'm a natural blond and undisguisedly, outrageously, gloriously beautiful. I don't try to hide it. I love it. Wherever I go, no one can avoid looking at me. I look back and smile because I really understand what it must be like for them. For some reason, they never expect to be acknowledged, especially men who can only dream of goddesses and can't believe we exist outside of magazines and movies. Even women study me in disbelief. I'm sexy. Can't help it. I love sex. All kinds. I'm that way because of Jonathan, my first lover and still my best lay. Reverend Jonathan Barrett. Surprised? Yes, Jonathan and Trinity Barrett, still lovers in spite of the story I'm going to tell you. I said Jonathan was my first lover. He was not my first fuck, though. He was my second fuck, a couple of weeks or so after I fucked James. I don't count dildoing myself senseless several times a week before I took James into the woods. We were 18 and seniors at Doolittle High School in Reno. My class had voted to have our graduation party in a wooded area of the Sierra Nevada foothills. I was horny as a two-pussied mink and decided I wanted to fuck the class valedictorian. James was intelligent, quiet, and afraid of girls, and I figured it would be his first time and he'd be safe and clean. I was right about that but wrong about thinking a genius would learn so fast he would know what to do. I told him I wanted to talk to him about what I should take in college. I needed his advice. We managed to slip away from the crowd for a walk through the woods. I was wearing short shorts and had the ends of my shirt tied in a bow at my cleavage. I led him down to a clearing near a stream and leaned against a tree. The poor boy. His eyes darted all over the trees and the stream and his hands and the flora and the fauna trying to avoid looking where his soul wanted to look. I'll never forget his moment of surrender. He was trying to talk but couldn't get his breath or keep his concentration. Finally, he just stopped and let it all out in a pitiable sigh and stood there helplessly looking at my body. "Wanna fuck?" I said softly. He couldn't answer. Couldn't move, even. He stood there catatonically, his eyes glazing over. I captured his defenseless gaze with my sexy blue eyes as I glided to him and unbuttoned his shorts. Looking him right in the eye all the while, I reached in and found his unsoftening cock and played with him slowly. He still hadn't moved, but his eyes widened and he took a breath of air finally. I sunk slowly to my knees and took his dick in my mouth and sucked on it. He wasn't catatonic all over. His floppy peter grew in my mouth and stiffened into a prick so rigid I wondered if it hurt. It seemed like it was being engorged with much more blood than it could hold. I decided I'd better get it inside me before it hemorrhaged. It was so tight a cat couldn't have scratched it. Getting him down was no problem. His legs were already so wobbly I thought he was going to fall before I could suck as much as I wanted. A slight tug on the backs of his knees, and down he came. I pulled his shorts off underwear and all, eyeing that tight tower curving toward the sky. He let out a high, weak moan as I practically ripped my shirt and shorts off and stood over him. I was suddenly in a big hurry and had to have it I-mean-now! Forgetting that sensuality is supposed to be slow, I wasn't gentle with the boy at all. I sunk down on him and took his hard swollen organ all the way up in me in one swell foop and used him mindlessly and viciously, digging my nails into his tits and then grabbing him by the face and mauling him as I fucked him like a crazed animal. I was absolutely demented. I didn't even feel it when he shot his heavy teenage loads in me, and then I went into a rage when his cock shrunk into worthlessness. It's possible I lost contact with reality in the heat of my twin passions of rage and lust. I don't remember hitting him, but I know I was momentarily psychotic and I know I left him lying there bruised and crying. I was hotter than ever and hated the little four-eyed bastard for going off like that before I was done with him. There was no time for pity or shame. I had to get to a dildo I kept in the car before I killed somebody, and I couldn't have cared less about poor James. I broke nails off all ten fingers attacking the glove compartment and retrieving my dildo, and I raped myself in the front seat of my Saab with complete abandon. I dildoed and clawed myself for a week before I came down far enough to feel sorry for what I had done to James. Do you suppose I'm the reason he turned down his scholarship to Harvard to tour the country as a foil for a women's wrestling outfit? I heard he married a body builder after that and, when she tired of him, joined a feminist cult in California which worships Inanna and burns wicker men in pagan rituals. Oh, well, Blessed be She, but maybe James can switch to Pan when the Inanna women have used him up. He did have a nice cock on him, and it would be a pity for it go to waste altogether just because a few hundred women here and there prefer each other or would rather burn wickers than suck wicks. The second fuck was different. Jonathan had preached a beautiful sermon that evening and had taken me and several other choir members out to dinner afterward. We dropped them off one by one at their respective houses before going to a special getaway cabin the church provided him as a retreat. It's a beautiful place on Lake Tahoe where Jonathan often went to get in touch with himself and pray and study. You'll know very shortly why we weren't afraid to be seen together at Tahoe or anywhere else. We'd been there many times before, but some unspoken knowledge passed between us this time. Somehow, we knew we were going to make love. When we got to the cabin, we sat our bags down and looked at each other and simply started kissing as though we had done it all our lives. "This is it, isn't it?" I said. "We're going to make love." "Yes." "Finally." "Finally." We got naked unhurriedly, our eyes never leaving each other. I got on the huge bed and lay on my stomach facing the foot of the bed. He stood in front of me, and I watched his cock harden as his eyes and his soul took in the beauty of my young body. We've never gotten used to seeing each other naked. Not that we were inhibited. Not at all that. No, I say without need for modesty that it is the irresistibly lustworthy magnificence of our naked bodies that stimulates us afresh each time. That, and an exciting sense of the forbidden our minds overcame but which lingered in archetypal uneasiness within our psyches. He moved closer, his great god-cock fully engorged, the base of his beautiful organ of male lust inches from my face. His smooth, bronzed legs and manly body towered over me with its male power beckoning me, drawing me, pulling me to it like a dynamic, spiritual force. I tilted my head to one side and let my silky blond tresses cascade across my shoulder to the bed. I opened my mouth. He squatted and pressed the base of his hard prick against my warm, sensuous young lips. I sucked gently, chewing, licking the blond hairs and lip-biting the base of his huge hard-on. "Ohhhhh, Baby," he breathed, and he gyrated slowly against my mouth. His big dick slid back and forth across my soft young face as I chewed at the base of it. He held me by the head and face as he fucked. "Oh, Jesus, Jesus, sweet Jesus in Heaven, this is good. Suck it, suck it, my sweet beautiful young goddess." His blending of earnest prayer with the act of mind-bending sexual pleasure deepened the experience for me. I often felt as though Jesus Himself was participating in sex with me, so close did He seem when I and the first man I had ever known made love. Jonathan Barrett had that gift. Jesus always seemed close, palpably so, when Jonathan preached or sang in his rich, cracking baritone. The hardest of hearts would come to his services with their cynicism and their prejudices, and they would leave with Jesus in their hearts and His blessings on their lips. Jonathan's presence was a spiritual experience. His congregation knew that much. But I knew much more. Jonathan naked with a hard-on was a spine-tingling spiritual experience. Kissing Jonathan's hard-on as he fucked on my face was a soul-lifting, spine-tingling spiritual experience. Swallowing him or feeling his god-cock penetrate me and work on me was a soul-lifting, spine- tingling, ecstatic and profound spiritual experience. Drinking his cum or feeling it bathe my insides and instill peace in my soul and body was an incomparable, supernal transporting of my entire being into the loving and secure arms of God Almighty and His angelic hosts, the ultimate spiritual experience that began with a spinal reflex and culminated in oneness with God. He had turned me over on my back and was wiping his crotch in my eager young face. I licked his balls and his crotch and parted his cheeks so I could service his asshole. I felt him relax his sphincters when I touched my tongue to his anus. He pressed down slightly and I pulled on him. My tongue slipped easily up inside his shitpit, and I heard him groan and swoon as I licked inside him and tasted him. I believed myself to be part of God's ministry. Because of me, here was a force to be reckoned with by the Devil and the powers of darkness: Jonathan Barrett, a man of God with a full sex life and free of the guilt and negative energy that consumes so many of God's people. Satan didn't have a chance. Jonathan brought the Lord with him even to the variety of sex a misguided world enslaved by fear and ignorance would call perverted. His hard-on was all the way down my throat. He pulled it out slowly and let me ready myself for the next slow-motion penetration. I watched in fascination as his balls loomed down toward my eyes. I felt the soft hardness of his big wet fuckstick sliding in my mouth and pushing at the back of my throat. My throat opened miraculously and I felt him slide down it. I moved my head back and forth to work his monster cock in my throat and feel his legs and balls on my face. I worked his dick with the muscles in my throat. Again he withdrew, and again he eased his hard juicy dick down my throat. He slid it out, back in, out again, and back in again. He withdrew and stood looking at me for a moment, letting his gaze glide leisurely over my exquisite nakedness. He crawled over me and lay on the bed, holding his hand out to me. I came to him and cuddled against him, feeling the manliness of his body against the womanliness of my own. "I'm going to fuck you now, Baby, my wonderful, delicious young beauty. I'm going to stick my big hard dick up inside your young body. I want to press my nakedness against the soft, god- given wonders of your magnificent teenage body. Our souls will meld as our bodies unite in the holy communion of love." "I love you, Daddy. Fuck me . . . fuck me, Daddy." "I love you, my darling daughter." He gazed into my eyes. "My darling Trinity," he whispered, and he kissed me deeply with a passion known only to those who indulge forbidden lusts. I moved against him, sliding my long, beautiful leg up his and over his hip to his waist. I hooked my foot under the cheek of his ass and tugged at him coaxingly. "Do it to me, Daddy. Fuck me. Fuck me." I felt the blunt head of his turgid hugeness probing me, searching single-mindedly for the juicy opening and the angle of best entry. I pushed against it to let him know he had found the slot, and I gasped when he thrust himself into me. "Ohhhh, Daddy! Daddy . . . .." He rolled on top of my luscious youthful body, shoving his cock deep into me and holding it there at maximum penetration, the entirety of it buried in his daughter's tight young yoni. "Ohhhhh, ohhhh, my Daddy, my Daddy. I love you, Daddy." I gripped him with my legs and wrapped my arms around him. I squeezed his big cock with my talented cunt muscles, manipulating it inside me, gripping it, pulling it, kneading it, pussyloving it. "Oh, God, Trinity, my goddess, my love." He began fucking me in long, slow strokes, our bodies coupled together inseparably in a union older than taboo, blessed by the ages before history and sanctified by human physiology. And cursed by every known society, reprehensible and forbidden in the eyes of the civilized and the savage alike from the cave to the penthouse. Man and woman. Father and daughter. The Reverend Jonathan Barrett and his lovely princess, his goddess, his lover, the exquisite product of his loins and the offspring of a slut, locked in sexual union that consumed us in the presence of our everlasting Bedmate, the Lord Jesus. Faster and faster we fucked, thrusting and writhing, hunching and sliding, moaning and swooning. Fucking, fucking, fucking . . . .. "Oh, oh, oh," Jonathan panted. "I'm cumming, Daddy! Oh, oh, oh bless Jesus, blessed Jesus, praise His holy name. Fuck me Daddy, fuck me Jesus, fuck me Jesus, fuck me Lord Jesus, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. Ohhhhh, ahhhhh, unh, unh, oh Jesus, Jesus, unh, unh -- Unhhhhh!" I screamed and buried my face in his neck to muffle it, biting and sucking and thrusting and bucking and gripping and flailing him with my legs, pounding him with my hands and fists, fucking like a lamia. "Hallelujah!" Jonathan yelled, and his volcanic dick erupted in the womanquake. He shot load after load of hot, male love juice into me. Powerful, copious flash floods of cum washed the junction of our lust and bathed us in peace-instilling glory. We vibrated together in the embers of our subsiding, glorious orgasms. "Bless Jesus, bless Jesus," we moaned in unison, and we offered our worshipful and grateful praise to our heavenly Bedmate. I let the power and the peace of the Godhead flow over me, soothing my soul and satisfying my every need and longing. All human anxiety and striving left me as I surrendered to Him. I felt as though I had had sex with God, had received the pure and powerful cum of Jesus and the filling of the Holy Ghost. I had been released from earthly cares and transported into the divine and restful presence of attending angels. "Thank you, Jesus," I breathed gratefully, and I was sure I heard His voice saying, "I love you, my daughter, my child, my beautiful Trinity. I love you." I slept in peaceful exhaustion and awoke with the Heavenly Host fucking me again and cumming in me again. I slept deeply then, His arms embracing me and holding my wonderful young body against Him. "I love you, Trinity." "I love you, Jesus." He kissed the tattoo of the cross Jonathan had burned into my flesh between my pussy and my leg, a mark of my consecration and of the great love we have for each other. I was one with God, His child and His bride. His rod had comforted me, and I had brought calmness to his staff. The lover of God. We slept together in profound mutual gratitude and adoration. Jonathan and Trinity. Father and daughter. The handsome minister of God and the beautiful bride of Christ. Looking back, I can't imagine how I was persuaded to conspire against my daddy and seek to bring him down. It is time now to relate that part of my story and introduce the woman who blinded me for a while and turned my love for Daddy into a need for revenge. --end Chapter 1--