_ | \ | \ | | \ __ | |\ \ __ _____________ _/_/ | | \ \ _/_/ _____________ | ___________ _/_/ | | \ \ _/_/ ___________ | | | _/_/_____ | | > > _/_/_____ | | | | /________/ | | / / /________/ | | | | | | / / | | | | | |/ / | | | | | | / | | | | | / | | | | |_/ | | | | | | | | c o m m u n i c a t i o n s | | | |________________________________________________________________| | |____________________________________________________________________| ...presents... How Do I Love Thee? by Suicidal Maniac >>> a cDc publication.......1991 <<< -cDc- CULT OF THE DEAD COW -cDc- ______________________________________________________________________________ How do I love thee, let me count thy ways. 1. I love you sliced and diced, over the bed, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 2. I love you burned and rotten, the maggots eating away at your crushed head, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 3. I love you limp and lame, all twisted and maimed, stabbed with a fury of lead, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 4. I love you dead from asphyxiation, no hope left for recessitation, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 5. I love you burned at the stake, drowned in a lake, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 6. I love you torched and scorched, roasting over an open flame, but who's to blame, it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 7. I love you torn and ripped, blood flowing as I sip, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 8. I love you dismembered in December, gift wrapped and tied to my fender, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 9. I love you dead from acid, burning and blistering, screaming and festering, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 10. I love you crying from pain, no life to gain, I love you dying in pain, you will pay for you vain, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 11. I love you tortured and crueled, as I watch and I drool, it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. 12. I love you with an open chest, organs everywhere, but I don't care, it really doesn't matter, as long as your dead. I should have killed you when I had the chance, now I would do it without a glance, I hate you alive, but I love you dead. It doesn't matter how you die, I will not cry. I will giggle as I see you wiggle with pain, I will watch you die with no disdain. Enjoying the sight, it makes my day bright. I will beat you for every lie, knowing that you must die. You've already died in my eyes, with which I have cried. You will remain dead in my memory, and I can still picture you leaving me. You've died more than one can. In my mind, I think of the ways. I ask myself, "Why? Why did I let her make me cry?" I won't say I care, I would not dare, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead. Dedicated to my ex-girlfriend, whose life is all a big lie. ______________________________________________________________________________ "Misery" by Suicidal Maniac I sit here Locked in my room Confined to myself I sit here Feeling at home Feeling lonely I think of you I think of how it was I think of how it could have been But it isn't You tell me there's nothing, Nothing different. But I feel it, It's not true. 4 days ago and it was love Now it is agony Misery, it's what I'm used to Misery, it's how I'm best Misery, it brings my death _ _ ____________________________________________________________________ /((___))\|Demon Roach Undrgrnd.806/794-4362|NIHILISM..............517/546-0585| [ x x ] |Paisley Pasture......916/673-8412|Ripco II..............312/528-5020| \ / |Tequila Willy's GSC..209/526-3194|The Works.............617/861-8976| (' ') |Lunatic Labs.........213/655-0691|Condemned Reality.....618/397-7702| (U) |====================================================================| .ooM |Copr. 1991 cDc communications by Suicidal Maniac 07/20/91-#178| \_______/|All Rights Pissed Away. FIVE YEARS of cDc|